A Rock and a Hard Place

I'm in so much fucking pain right now. My legs hurt so much. I changed the dressings a couple hours ago and it feels raw. I'm always in pain but it's always worse after they've been dressed. But there aint much I can do about it, just gotta get on with it. The doctors wont give me better painkillers than paracetamol and diclofenic!!!! It's coz I'm on methedone. It's mental really. I got down to 50mls and I'd like to be off it completely but the docs reckon I should stay on it for my pain and maybe even go up, the whole point to this methedone shit is so I get off it completely. know what I mean? So I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.