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Hey there! So this is my first time blogging, but there's always gotta be a first time for everything, right? 


I'm not sure how this works so I'm just gonna type whatever comes into my head and hope for the best really...

I'm on these pain killers which basically knock you out about half and hour after taking them. I thought I'd taken them last night and settled down to watch a movie (on 10 star - wicked site) anyway usually I end up falling asleep half way through and then not remembering any of what I did see! Sounds pointless but I do a lot of that kind of shit. However last night I watched the whole film. (It was called Jon Hex) I'm chuffed I did see it all coz it was pretty good actually. Anyway my other half buggered off to bed and left me wondering why I wasn't sleepy at 4am. So I thought fuck it, I'll watch another movie and I'll probably feel sleepy through that one. I moved the laptop closer and guess what?? I found my pills, silly cow, hadn't even taken them. 

I'm actually a drug addict. What's my poison? Oh, the usual shit, heroin and crack. Yeah, I'm one of them. I'm on methedone and I'm down to 50mls, I used to be on over 100mls. I'm glad I'm only on 50 now, even if it did take going on a little holiday (courtesy of Her Majesty). I was only in for a few weeks and got out on appeal coz I'd not offended for a couple years but I had a wanker of a judge, the district judge - fucking bastard, anyway that was then...

I did do a proper sentence about 10 years ago, I'd been in and out over this and that and finally paid the price. It wasn't that bad once I'd done my cluck, once you get that over and done with jail aint so bad, it's not good trust me, but you just gotta get on with it and get over it otherwise you'll fall apart and that's when things will really get bad. When I was inside it was back before you had a tv in every cell! Jail nowadays is like being sent to your room at home when you've pissed off your mum and dad or something!!Still, that doesn't mean I want to go back any time soon! Plus it's easy to say it was alright now that I'm not actually there anymore.

Well, it's getting late and it's time to fall asleep watching a movie now, I hope "Let me in" is on there now, looks good, we like a good horror.


So, until the next time ducky! Ta ra! xxxx